|This is me in one of my high school plays. This isn't even me at my smallest but it definitely illustrates what I'm getting at.|
|This is me at close to my heaviest. I tried to avoid cameras at this point so I don't have many of me like this. Oh the things I will do for my lovely Lil!|
|This is me a few months ago. Much better than before, but not good enough for me. As long as the boobs don't disappear I'll be happy lol!|
Like I said above, I have tried this before (back when my knee injury was somewhat fresh and my asthma was going crazy. My back was also near its worst at this point). Matt and I tried p90x about a year or so ago and both failed. I did, however, find my love for the Ab Ripper X workout. I also love the stretch and I bet I'll love the Yoga X.
I plan on incorporating those with some of the Insanity workouts and Jillian Michaels' workouts. I need to watch those and figure out what I like before I decide what I'll keep and what I'll just do at random for muscle confusion. I'm also going to get a membership at a local gym so I can work with stabilized weights and timed cardio. It's open 24 hours a day so I can go after work without worrying about getting kicked out. It also has free tanning so I can get rid of this pasty whiteness. It's secure and card access only even during staffed hours and guests are not allowed. I'm pretty sure I've found the place for me! And it's around $30/month which is ridiculous in this day and age for unlimited gym/tanning!!
So tomorrow I will weigh myself and try to remember to do my measurements so we can get a starting point, and to make realistic goals. 50lbs is my start though.
Well I'm off to bed lovelies. I have to work in 6 hours. Sweet dreams!!